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New Sainsburys opened. Didnt even notice. Now I dont need to go to Budgens everytime. Yaaay!

Puff Puff

I eat all sorts of random stuff when I am alone. I love the peachy water. It smells good and it tastes good. I prefer this over all kinds of soda. Lucozade is disgusting. Finally found the coffee candies which I had last in Bangladesh. Looooong time ago. The honey puffs used to be my favourite when I was a teenager back home in Sweden. Oh. I didnt even buy dinner.

A Book

A Book. I have been trying to read books. Why trying? I have been trying because I hardly read any books. There are so many things that you can learn and it is a good way of spending your free-time - times when you are absolutely bored. I tried reading magazines as well. All of them just get piled up on my table. Today I paid for the overdue book I had with me, borrowed from my University library. I didn't even read it.

I keep thinking of the person I was and the person I want to be and the person I am right now. It is good to change for the better right? Sometimes you need a good influence in your life. There is no one to tell me what to do here. When I was in Sweden with my Parents, mom used to help me and encourage me into doing a lot of stuff. Maybe that is one reason I am missing Sweden so much these days. I miss her.

I know for sure that I do not want to be in London after I am done with my undergraduate course. I would like a change. A change which will give me a fresh start. Sometimes I get tensed too much, but then I just calm down. I have gained so much of patience, wow I am proud of myself.

Anyways, got the exam on Friday and I have actually studied properly this time. I am going to spend my whole day revising tomorrow. I should learn to stick to my daily goals, instead of following my stupid spontaneous plans and ideas. Its stupid. 

Arabic Tea

Oh I had the yummiest Cheese Cake tonight. Chilling with friends and having Arabic Tea. oh i just remembered- gotta start revising Capital Markets and Econometrics for the tests coming up. Ohhhhh

Stuffed Pastaaaa

I made stuffed pasta and enchiladas for my friends. It turned out to be yummmmm. A bit too cheesy for me so I couldnt eat much.

Ups and Downs

I have been really down. Not because of all the rejections I have been getting regarding all the internship applications but because of my mood lately. The feeling of being useless have been haunting me the past few days. The fact that all of these feelings are just a part of a phase in my life, isnt making me feel any better. Exams are coming up this May and the stress is slowly developing. There is only a year left of University and yet nothing exciting have happened - Things that I wanted to do by this age. Perhaps I am expecting too much of myself. That is certainly not good as I should be totally happy and feel lucky of what I have. I just hope that this so called *phase* ends soon because it is driving me nuts...

L'Oreal Wild Ombres

I want to immediately go and buy this new hair colour and apply it on my hair. I am however waiting for the irritating weather to end and let the spring come and eventually summer. Lol. I dont know why I am blogging now, Im supposed to study Macroeconomics for the exam tomorrow. I am just too exhausted from all the revision for today's test - slept for like only 2 hours. I really need to go to bed right now. Goodnight folks!

By the way, I gave my numerical exam for an internship position today and yes I joined the gym! Next week is my reading week! yay! No university for the next 10days. Happy me.

Cosmopolitan

I was really bored at home today with no mood for studying. So I spent 2 hours just roaming the streets and buying random stuff for myself to brighten up my mood. I have been wanting some new stuff for my hair, so I thought about trying out these new products and see how it goes. I finally got a magazine for myself. Hope to ACTUALLY read it. lol

New Arrivals

I went out with friends and spent most of the time at Waterstones. Got myself a new ring and flowers. I kept the rose and the big flowers and threw these weird looking ones with a cup in the middle. These are the kind of flowers I'm scared of!